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It's Not How Many Times You Get Kicked

...But how many times you get up, right? Or is that just something losers tell themselves after a particularly hard beating? Tongue out Well, in any case, it's a saying I have used to remind myself of the big picture whenever things get tough. Right now, as I recover from a poor performace at the first ever Chess Club and Scholastic Center of St Louis GM Norm Inviational!, I am eager to play in my next event -- The Northern California International (starting in roughly 4 hours from now).

I will freely admit that I struggled to keep myself focused and calm after losing my first five games in a row in St Louis. After "letting it all hang out" so to speak, I did eventually find myself on the other side of my "chess tantrum". Which if you're wondering what that looks like, it basically consists of me crying to my wife about how hard I have it competing against other chess professionals Cry (ie not being able to study more or as much as them, having a full time job that doesn't involve playing chess more often, not being good enough anyway so why am I even doing this, I should quit chess forever, why I am even on this planet, the world is ending, etc, etc, etc Tongue out).

 

The beautiful Chess Club and Scholastic Center of St Louis: Current host of the US Championships (Open, Women's, Junior, etc) and... future host of a World Championship???

 

But before giving you some games and "food for thought" in regards to where my mind set currently rests, I'd like to thank the CCSCSL and it's Executive Director, Tony Rich, for inviting me to the prestigious event mentioned above. To say I am excited about what is going on in St Louis and their involvment in the chess community would be a gross understatement.

 

Pretty cool that they have four large flat screen TVs constantly broadcasting chess games (either live from within the club, or simply observed via one chess server or another) to the "street passers " walking through St Louis...

 

The club is amazing, the staff professional, they have great visions and goals for improving the American Chess Scene, and I wish them nothing but the best. I hope to return to St Louis in the near future, and maybe even play a little better next time. I also enjoyed taking a tour of the World Chess Hall of Fame. See the outside (located right across the street from the club) of the Hall of Fame below:

 

The elegant, and rather interesting, World Chess Hall of Fame. Some "contempary art/meets chess artifacts" stuff was going on that I wasn't quite sure about (you can see pictures below) but it was cool to see for sure!!!

In general -- back to me now Wink -- I would say I am looking forward to "the-year-of-chess-that-will-be-2012". As mentioned in the first paragraph, I am about to play in a major tournament here in Freemont, California that - regardless of the results - should serve as a good stepping stone towards getting my head screwed on a little tighter when it comes to my chess improvement. I think it would be fair to say that my experience in St Louis reminded me of how much work I need to do if I am going to make real strides towards the GM Title.

Specifically, the work that needs to be done is over the chess board: Playing in more tournaments (which by itself is my 2012 resolution, as simply playing more, for me, will represent a deeper commitment to the game than I have shown for almost 3 years); building my mental discipline and stamina back to where it was when I was playing all the time and earning my IM Norms (2009); and making an effort to disect my games in search of mistakes, repeating patterns, weaknesses in my opening repertoire and approach, etc

Exactly how that process looks from here, I don't know. I do know that playing more would be a step in the right direction, and hopefully, I can build up the muscles of good study habits (in order to accomplish the other things I listed) along the way... What I do know -- and learned/was reminded of again in St Louis -- is that freaking out over every loss, throwing tantrums at every bump in the road, and losing the sight of what's most important in life when things aren't going as planned, is exactly what I can't to do.

So, long story short: It's time to get back up again! It starts this week in California and will continue at the next event of 2012 (not known at this time). Enjoying the journey is going to be key to keeping me on this long, and potentially very hard road, towards achieving my goals. All I can do is focus on the next tournament... the next game... the next move... and control my own focus and discipline. Add a little hard work to that mindset, and the results I want should come with time.

Wish me luck and expect a post tournament blog. Until next time...

PS -- Oh yeah, here are some games from St Louis I analyzed and some more pictures from the Hall of Fame...

 

and one interesting win I had from the Open tournament that preceded the GM Norm Round Robin Invitational...
And here are some more takes from the Hall of Fame...
This picture shows a bunch of "chess moves" represented by photography of natural scenary... kind of interesting. The next picture shows a close up of one of the moves...
Here is one of them close up:
This next picture was presented along with a video that shows people dressed in the clothes and acting out a "violent" and kind of creepy looking chess game/dance:
Take a look at this chess board of collected junk:
And finally, this "Chess Piano" which was actually really cool. Basically, each square plays a slightly different chord, AND a different piece (different) weight on that square would play a slightly higher tone of that chord... pretty sweet, right?

Comments


  • 2 Months Ago

    TerminallyUnique

    even before i say the question mark you put on it i was like e5??? and i know its kindof obvious its a retarded move but i mean seriously... e5???  

  • 4 Months Ago

    bootlegblotto

    That's how!

  • 4 Months Ago

    FM gauranga

    It would be good if news articles wouldn't be used anymore after 5 days or so in the shuffle of news. One keeps clicking on it, only to see that it's old and previously read.

  • 4 Months Ago

    Squabbles94806

    Greetings. I'm interested in improving my tactics and strategy. How can i develop a killer instinct to checkmate my opponent on a consistent level? Is there anything specific i should be looking for rather than dancing pieces around? I learned how to play the game when i was 8, but i'm interested in learning more about the game on a deeper level. Aside from playing chess over and over, how can i get better? Can you get better at chess if you play it over and over?

  • 4 Months Ago

    vanhafford

    Outstanding work Danny!  Thanks for sharing your games.  You are on your way!

  • 4 Months Ago

    Kingofthe64Squares

    Just a question, I am teaching a couple of kids at a local elementary school, my goal is to provide a fun way for them to learn chess though I am expected to prepare them well for tournaments as the lessons are paid for. So what would you think about a method along these lines:

    We would set the clock to whatever time control the next tournament will feature.

    Depending on the topic, the method will vary but for example studying pins and skewers it will look like this.

    Draw a puzzle ramdomly from database of problems ( varying difficulty,the point here is to have the students decide how much time to spend on it )

    The first students clock starts, he/she solves puzzle. Pause the clock, explain the solution to the second student.

    The second student does the same and so on. The students "beat" the drill if a certain number of puzzles are completed. The point here is that through the mutual learn-teach interaction they become more skilled at recognizing patterns relating to what is being studied.

    Do you think this is an effective way to simulate game conditions?

    And good luck in Freemont!

  • 4 Months Ago

    ArnesonStidgeley

    Hello, Danny

    You say

    I will freely admit that I struggled to keep myself focused and calm after losing my first five games in a row in St Louis. After "letting it all hang out" so to speak, I did eventually find myself on the other side of my "chess tantrum". Which if you're wondering what that looks like, it basically consists of me crying to my wife about how hard I have it competing against other chess professionals Cry (ie not being able to study more or as much as them, having a full time job that doesn't involve playing chess more often, not being good enough anyway so why am I even doing this, I should quit chess forever, why I am even on this planet, the world is ending, etc, etc, etc Tongue out).

    You're an IM - that is enough to impress most people on this site (including me). How many hours a day did it take you to reach that level and over what time period - ie, what have you already invested to get to your current level? Also, what sort of lesson is there to be learnt about never being satisfied with where you are?

    I am sure it is similar for all of us. I (think I) would love to get my chess.com rating above 2000, but does that mean that once there I would always be happy in terms of chess? I suspect not. So what is it all about really?

  • 4 Months Ago

    Ali-B24-7

    That last picture was really something. I'd love to have a chess board like that. And don't worry about your losses. A bad day occurs in everyone. Hopefully now things can only go up :)

  • 4 Months Ago

    Patzer24

    Ha, indeed RuralRob! It is even more amazing watching it live in person from the playing site. And in both of the last two games Greg was down a pawn and somehow recovered in both games to go 1.5/2 against two GMs!

  • 4 Months Ago

    adoggoboom

    Its all right Danny. I know you'll bounce back.

  • 4 Months Ago

    RuralRob

    Who slipped the steroids into Greg Shahade's Cheerios?

  • 4 Months Ago

    Petrosianic

    hi danny,

    glad you have a good emotional support system. Cool  this is invaluable.  keep working on your chess and keep your head on straight and results will come justly in the long term.  easier said than done.  but so long you stay healthy and continue to work at improving your chess when you can things will work out.  hope you go through your games post mortem in more detail in some positions for your own benefit there were more alternatives in some positions than were provided [e.g. some of the assessments made on somewhat incomplete analysis].  see how kasparov tears apart his own games, for instance, as you may have mentioned - kasparov's opinions on scheveningen are quite fascinating in his '85 match with karpov. 

    for a purpose of a blog post, your thoughts were quite interesting.  i'm glad you went thru these games with us, these were the ones i played thru b4 this post. against diamant, i had analyzed 9.Bxf6 the most accurate although for sure not the most practical, to a position that is +/=/+/-.  i believe i recall 9.nb5 leading to a +/= position.  regarding opening against krush i had analyzed as a main line:

    happy new year! i finally managed to really get thru all that university course material, i did go thru it before of course but more superficially - particularly over the holidays  i was able to delve into some spots where we didn't come to conclusion on some lines or figure out how to play positions we didn't completely come to a conclusion best  as in how to play as in a few variations in the Kan for instance and to use the chesspublishing analysis and a few of my own experiments to supplement the material we had.  that course as a whole, and particularly the whole of the segments on the najdorf and dragon i thought really top class.  i liked the rapid pace and depth of the material of course.  i really enjoyed the rest too, the taimanov and how to play against the most aggressive black approaches in the kan too particularly.  even in the najdorf i was able to come up with improvements in established lines, deep in these variations of course as the tabiyas are so well established, mostly found that a few ideas that have been underestimated for White.  my general conclusion on a theoretical level that ...e5 is more characteristic of najdorf play on 6 be2 and be3.  on a practical level though, some of these positions that evolve are so complex that this is a non-issue, for even GM+ level, despite the abundance of theory in this line, and its a matter of who knows the positions better.

    also as a food for thought, i think a lot of which is expressed in written form in the internet, it's not so simple to express all of what is intended in writing, the whole of its meaning is lost in translation. i.e. when i wrote that a position in a chess tv was just winning i didn't mean it as an affront. Wink  to your practical assessments which are the most relevant. to any game, and the concrete analysis to any analysis as compared to speculative assessment.

    anyway, happy new year and i wish you good chess in fremont.  i will be in berkeley later this year, they're right next to the berkeley campus, i'm still working out when.  some time when there's some nice chess tournaments out west i hope, and to have some level of focus so i can be a NM by then. we'll see.

    best wishes,

    matt

  • 4 Months Ago

    PalmliX

    Your honesty is a breath of fresh air Danny. I've just started in chess and it's VERY hard at the beginning but it's good to know that even people as good as you have hard times. Thank you!

  • 4 Months Ago

    IM ACEChess

    Thanks to all for the kind words!!! So far, 2 wins and 1 loss in Freemont. Loss coming to GM Ramirez. Will keep posted and of course, eventually write a post-tourney blog.

    Thanks to doubledouble for the thoughts... pretty much the same way I felt (with a few more specifics) about those moves too. 19. e5 was of course a bad mistake and had to do with a number of miscalculations and misevaluations about the position. I missed 32. e6 even though I had been looking for an idea like that the whole time Undecided. Time pressure played a small role...

    Thanks to all!!!

    Danny

  • 4 Months Ago

    IM Fins0905

    gl in Fremont, Danny!

  • 4 Months Ago

    arthurqq

    Naturally my vert best wishes for 2012. The pictures were truly fabulous. Liked everyone them to the hilt.

  • 4 Months Ago

    SonofPearl

    Good luck in 2012 Danny! Cool

  • 4 Months Ago

    Lawdoginator

    GM Rensch in 2012! 

  • 4 Months Ago

    saijiki88

    Yes, good luck in California, and let us all know how things go for you.  And as DeepGreene above mentioned, thanks for sharing the neat pictures and information from St. Louis. That chess piano is very intriguing, something I would never have imagined!  I'd like to see that one in person someday.

  • 4 Months Ago

    BlaisJD

    Get the <edit: no swearing!> back up and bring it.  Get up and fight.  It hurts to be down, but there exists no words to describe getting back up to face your enemy.  Respect and honor are only found within in, in these times- never lay down, die with dignity and live forever...the battle is forever.  You'll battle tonight...and you'll prevail.  

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