Art's inner struggle

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Submitted by Art666 on Fri, 03/06/2009 at 12:38pm.

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I force myself through another day

Can't explain the way today just fell apart

like everything...

Right in my face

And I try to be one

I can't accept this

all because of you

I had to walk away...

From everything

Another sleepless night again

Drugs my only friend

And friends like that just don't add up To anything

And I try so hard to be everything

That I should never take away from you again

'Cause I heard ya say :

I cannot forget

I live with regret

I cannot forget

I live with...

I'll live through this

I can't see through this

I can't do this anymore

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I just wish I was back home

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by bubot0407 - 7 months ago
sta.barbara,pangasinan Philippines

Member Since: Nov 2008
Member Points: 956

how are u? i pray that u'r in the best of God's purpose in u! John10:10 God bless u and ur child...Amen!

by bubot0407 - 8 months ago
sta.barbara,pangasinan Philippines

Member Since: Nov 2008
Member Points: 956

O LORD, u hav examined my heart and know evrything about me

U know when I sit down or stand up

U know my evry thought when far away.

U chart the path ahead of me and tell me where to stop and rest.

Evry moment u know where I am.

U know what I am going to say even before I say it.LORD!

U both precede and follow me.

U place ur hand of blessing on my head.

SuCH KNOWLEDGE IS TOO WONDERFUL FOR ME!

TOO GREAT FOR ME TO KNOW!

I can never escape from UR Spirit!

I can never get away from UR Presence!

If i go to heaven?

U are there.

If I go to hell?

U are there.

If I ride the wings of the morning,

If I dwell by the farthest oceans,

even there Ur Hand will guide me...

Ur strength will support me...

I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to bcome night---

but

even in darkness I cannot hide from U!!!

to U?

the night shines as bright as day!

Darkness and light are both alike to U!

U made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb....

THANK U for making me so wonderfully complex!

UR workmanship is marvelous---

and how well I know it...

U watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,

as I was woven together in the dark of the womb...

U saw me before I was born.

Everyday of my life was recorded in Ur BOOK...

Evry moment was laid out before a single day had passed.

How precious are UR thoughts about me, O GOD!

They are innumerable!

---PSALM139:1-17 nlt

a psalm of King David when he tried to leave out of God...

GODBLESS U BRO.Art!!!

in JESUS'name!

by blackfirestorm666 - 8 months ago
Manchester England

Member Since: May 2008
Member Points: 40328

LOL its 127 ................................................ England hahahaha

by Art666 - 8 months ago
Brussels Belgium

Member Since: Nov 2008
Member Points: 224

I have some great texts in French. Tried to put them in english, but it doesn't have the same shivering feeling :-)

and Donna, give me your adress, baby ;-)

by blackfirestorm666 - 8 months ago
Manchester England

Member Since: May 2008
Member Points: 40328

u r very welcome babes i love reading and writing poetry :)

by Art666 - 8 months ago
Brussels Belgium

Member Since: Nov 2008
Member Points: 224

thanks, Donna:-)

by blackfirestorm666 - 8 months ago
Manchester England

Member Since: May 2008
Member Points: 40328

oh wow that is awesome baby hugzz

by shreeganeshMpillai - 8 months ago
coimbatore India

Member Since: Nov 2008
Member Points: 1472

very nice friend..

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