Have a real relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ, and read the Bible you'll have real happiness, peace of mind,confidence ect.

hello

had the same problem 8-10 years ago with my daughter and the reason way i had to work long hours and lots of time when i came home 10-11 at night se was asleep

but the problem was solved  i just left my job when she reached 6 to aless paying job but more with family

hold on i hope things will get better

Relax its the same for everyone Life sucks and then you die 

Hmm just the day that i realize much of this world is a big hoax, from religion to politics or even self evaluation, or enlightment. Or even the mediacovering of economics or worse politics. The best way to deal with it all seams to be let other believe their hoax, ignore it, and suddenly there seams to be so much more in life to find.

Nature seams nice, unless i got a musquito in my room, (then i spread siblings without spending my time for reproduction,.. but hey still its my blood).
Well despite the mosquitos, i think now they are just a wrong invention, created by eh hmm no not longer that hoax, created by hmmm Darwin or so, or.

Well its allready kinda bizar, anyway. Flying and drinking blood and say biezzzz.
And it isn't even a hoax, they realy hurt and are anoying.
Well maybe peace isnt out there in nature, another hoax that damn* upsets me.

Maybe friends is a good way to spend time with, altough you need to hear all their work / kids / family - problems, again its great to ignore (but its not respectfull). People exchange these problems and call it a chat, hm

Somehow chat seams a bit of a hoax to, although more like laughing about the same joke. (not with the intention of wanting to be the same but sharing the joke).well problems aren't joke's. (although depending from which side you look at them). but it is rather fun to laugh with some friend, well at least that seams to be a universal truth.

but you 2 together that must be i gues the most important thing to you.
if i where you see how to enjoy it, just ignore the rest.
Your not alone, like so many others.
you got someone that is proud to have you all her life.

Totally understood where your where. Chess rules tho. LOTS. so be comforted.

Thank you to anyone who read and cared.  I guess I was just having a little pity party for myself last night.  Life is really fairly good.

25th year reunion. How many have you gone to in the past? My 40th is coming up. It is turning into 'wonder who is still alive' reunion. Must be nice to be young enough to have a 5 year old running around. Most of my grandchildren are older than that. There are only two that still have that wide-eyed wonderment when they look at the world. One is three, the other two. My daughters say that these will be the last. Children, though trying at times, are the key. We set our own locks.

A thought:-

              "If you wait for the happy moments to come,you will wait for ever & if decide to be happy from this very moment,you will be happy forever!"

Don't be unfair to yourself or allow yourself to get unduly upset. Balance is everything. Just relax and be gentle with yourself right now. Don't take anything too seriously. You haven't done anything wrong. Just remind yourself to be healthy and optimistic and look for ways to "improve your position" to use chess terminology.

It's all going to work out for the best. Right now, these thoughts are your own worst enemy. You're causing yourself undue hurt, and you needn't, it's unnecessary.

Just relax, breathe, take a bath, don't allow negative thoughts to attack you. All will be well...