i feel bad for a while but it just teaches you that everyone wins and everyone loses

Sometimes it sucks...especially when the losses are consecutive & you know you could've done better. You will get those points back as you play other games; but remember that its not about the ratings. It took me a while to learn this. Keep in mind that ratings doesn't determine the strength (or weakness) of a player. There are several weak players with high ratings because they primarily (sometimes only) challenge weaker opponents.  Maintain a balance of games consisting of players of equal and greater strength than yourself, & you will definitely see positive results in your game play. ~The Doctor

just dont give up and give my best in the next match...

ohwell, I'll get it back someday

Well I will feel that I'm supposed to be having that rating.