It doesn't matter, because it seems you learned a lot from analysing it. I appreciate the way you look at your own recorded game. Me, I forgot to review many of games, which I soon realized that I stepped into those same mistakes again and again.

It pains me to see you lose after all the effort you put into it. Just goes to show you that it's not always about the points.

here is a tip for you. when up material trade all you can and win an easy endgame! don't try to play tricky or look for complex mating ideas. good game though. you deserved the win.