Today, tuesday,the second day of the week finds me a unhappy soul.WHY.??      The realization time is against me and i left most of my hopes and dreams sprewed across years of broken relationships... and dammit i am not a happy man. OLD ? ..YES! A chess player? YES!...But i want youth, energy. stamia. I want to be navie, innocent enough to chase throgh the club scene seeking that special someone to spend a long night w/. Thats what i want but i have a funny feeling i am going to get...............................................what i deserve!!