Nikki Shrugged
Submitted by on Mon, 08/04/2008 at 7:28am.
Left-Wing Do gooder turns Hard Nosed Capitalist
I have spent half a day looking into various wars through-out the world, World War 2, The Vietnam War, (before and after America joined it) and Pol Pots terrifying ascent to power in Cambodia. The Falkland War and the war in Iraq.
All it has really left me with, is a feeling of astonishment at how ignorant I was of alot of the events, and of course, a sense of sadness.
I was in all honesty completely unaware of how one led into another and then into another. It seemed unbelieveable to me that the French had such a massive involvement in Vietnam after the second world war, or that America's involvement could have such disastrous consquences for Vietnams neighbouring Cambodia.
I feel cheated by my history teacher to discover only now, that Germany declared war on America in the second world war not viceversa. I existed, in my own little bubble without the knowledge (or information, which ever term you prefer :-)) that America and Britain had been bombing Iraq for years before we invaded them.
I am, at the grand old age of 34, reviewing the ideals I have lived by my whole life and it's very disconcerting to discover that, actually, I'm not always right.
A friend on here recommended a book to me that is having a profound effect on the way I think. I've not yet finished it and yet it's causing me to look inside myself and re-evaluate the way I am. I've always considered myself quite a left-wing, deep thinking, caring and creative person, and I've always been proud of that. This book has made me question whether these, what I would have called qualities, are actually weaknesses.
More worrying still is the fact that it is altering the way I view other people, people I would have perhaps felt sympathy for previously I am beginning to feel a tinge of resentment. Is this a result of the book awakening the correct view of what is truly 'Right', or is this simply because I'm very easily swayed and I am in fact being brain-washed! It's a lose- lose situation, as either way I feel as though I'm losing a bit of my humanity, but was the sense of 'humanity' I felt a product of being taught by the first left-wing, uni educated, hippy casualties from the sixties??
Is the whole thing just a mid-life crisis? Perhaps a new car or a toy boy would sort it :op
(Atlas Shrugged - Ayn Rand)
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