Emptiness in my head

As I sit here on my bed

Trying to find words to write

This struggle is hard to fight

Who is going to win

My head or this ink pen

Love and happiness I can not see

It it like they all have abandoned me

Floating, I am floating

I walk.... but I  can not feel the ground

I can see... but I can not tell where I am going

I reach out... but I can not touch anything

I can smell... but I can not find the food

Drifting, I am drifting

Along the ground, I can not feel

To a place, I can not see

All of me has disappeared

Into an emptiness

A world of no hope, no love

Just nothingness