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I force myself through another day

Can't explain the way today just fell apart

like everything...

Right in my face

And I try to be one

I can't accept this

all because of you

I had to walk away...

From everything

Another sleepless night again

Drugs my only friend

And friends like that just don't add up To anything

And I try so hard to be everything

That I should never take away from you again

 'Cause I heard ya say :

I cannot forget

I live with regret

I cannot forget

I live with...

I'll live through this

I can't see through this

I can't do this anymore

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I just wish I was back home

Comments


  • 2 years ago

    blackfirestorm666

    Wishing you was back with us honey :(

  • 3 years ago

    bubot0407

    how are u? i pray that u'r in the best of God's purpose in u! John10:10 God bless u and ur child...Amen!

  • 3 years ago

    bubot0407

    O LORD, u hav examined my heart and know evrything about me

    U know when I sit down or stand up

    U know my evry thought when far away.

    U chart the path ahead of me and tell me where to stop and rest.

    Evry moment u know where I am.

    U know what I am going to say even before I say it.LORD!

    U both precede and follow me.

    U place ur hand of blessing on my head.

    SuCH KNOWLEDGE IS TOO WONDERFUL FOR ME!

    TOO GREAT FOR ME TO KNOW!

    I can never escape from UR Spirit!

    I can never get away from UR Presence!

    If i go to heaven?

    U are there.

    If I go to hell?

    U are there.

    If I ride the wings of the morning,

    If I dwell by the farthest oceans,

    even there Ur Hand will guide me...

    Ur strength will support me...

    I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to bcome night---

    but

    even in darkness I cannot hide from U!!!

    to U?

    the night shines as bright as day!

    Darkness and light are both alike to U!

    U made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb....

    THANK U for making me so wonderfully complex!

    UR workmanship is marvelous---

    and how well I know it...

    U watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,

    as I was woven together in the dark of the womb...

    U saw me before I was born.

    Everyday of my life was recorded in Ur BOOK...

    Evry moment was laid out before a single day had passed.

    How precious are UR thoughts about me, O GOD!

    They are innumerable!

    ---PSALM139:1-17 nlt

       a psalm of King David when he tried to leave out of God...

    GODBLESS U BRO.Art!!!

    in JESUS'name!

  • 3 years ago

    blackfirestorm666

    LOL its 127 ................................................ England hahahaha

  • 3 years ago

    Art666

    I have some great texts in French. Tried to put them in english, but it doesn't have the same shivering feeling :-)

    and Donna, give me your adress, baby ;-)

  • 3 years ago

    blackfirestorm666

    u r very welcome babes i love reading and writing poetry :)

  • 3 years ago

    Art666

    thanks, Donna:-)

  • 3 years ago

    blackfirestorm666

    oh wow that is awesome baby hugzz

  • 3 years ago

    shreeganeshMpillai

    very nice friend..

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