i am getting better wow it took a bit.

I know exactly where your coming from. I am trapped in an opening that tends to cause me more probelms than my oponent. If I try and change it though I get whooped. I aint sure I am improving but I certainly seem to be making less supid mistakes. I still aint thinking far enough ahead and everthing seems to be reactive. I tend to be better as black soaking up pressure if someone else attacks than I am at constructing an attack myself.