First of all, let me clarify some things. I am not going to harm myself, or anyone else for that matter. Secondly, let me thank all of my Friends for their support, and all others that have posted. God has just put me in a place where I was stripped down to the core. And I have to look very hard at where I want to go from here. Do I follow God or continue to rebel against Him and all the gifts He has given me? I have only been w/o chess for less than 24 hrs and I miss it dearly, it has been my safe place, my haven. When I need to think through I use my God and His Holy Bible first, and then I come here. I think I am going to try and play a couple of games, and see how it goes. So bear with me my Friends, and anyone who wants a game please look me up (7 day per move as of now). I need to re focus my life and my game, so thanks for letting me bend an ear.

     Sincerely,

              Bernie